Along with reams of short stories, and longer attempts at fiction, I’ve written countless poems over the decades. The bulk were written in my teens and twenties and I literally have folders full of handwritten and typewritten compositions.
I’d been threatening to put a selection into print since the mid-90’s. I remember discussing it with an old girlfriend in ’95 but a number of things always seemed to stop me. Part of that was not really being sure if I wanted to share them with the world, part was never having the time to go through what was amounting to thousands of bits of paper – ranging from typed and formatted finished compositions to hand written stanzas on the back of paper bags, or anything I had at hand when inspiration hit.
A few years ago I finally got round to sorting out a collection and published them under the title “Wild Card Symphonies”. Consisting of three smaller volumes of my work, “Wild Card Symphonies”, “Cry To Me”, and “This Graveyard Heart”, the book totaled just over 120 poems. You can buy a copy (plug plug) through Lulu on one of the links at the bottom of the page if you like what you read and want to have more.

Masks
I turn
And see a mask.
I guess,
But I don’t know why.
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I keep on asking
But only silence greets me.
I feel confusion
As you walk away.
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I don’t know why.
I haven’t got the answers.
No one’s told me
The evening news.
–
Violent colours
Flash around me,
Faces changing
Looking for me.
Don’t you see
They’re all wearing,
masks,
And looking for….
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I call to you,
You turn around.
And I see the tears
You bleed from your eyes
Of swirling colours.
From those eyes
Once so blue.
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I look at you Full of questions
For answers I don’t know.
When I ask what is wrong
Silence only greets me.
I haven’t heard
The evening news.
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I’m caught in colours.
I’m out of vogue.
I’m thrown in to sounds producing,
Voices coming from the….
Masks,
Everyone’s wearing.
–
Everyone’s wearing.
Masks.
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Violent colours
Flash around me,
Faces changing
Looking for me.
Don’t you see
They’re all wearing,
Masks.
And they’re looking for….
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I turn
And see your mask lifted.
I guess,
But I don’t know why.
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You tell me to be quick,
To leave while I can.
But to always look behind me
For those hidden in masks.
When I ask what’s wrong
Silence greets me
And you tell me it’s best
If I don’t know anymore.
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Behind those once pale blue eyes
There’s a pool of swirling colours,
And the blood of tears
When you know that
There’s no more kisses
And all your heroes lied.
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You fell in love,
But were told not to.
So now in warning
You’ve lost your disguise.
You’ve dropped your mask
In violent colours,
And wave to me good-bye.
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(MASKS By A R J Abranson; 24-01-91/14:11- 14-04-91/20:40)
My poetry anthology, Wild Card Symphonies, is available to buy now on Lulu in both Softcover and Dust Jacket Hardcover.
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